System Syn – I Will Not Survive This lyrics

I will not survive this
And I won't pretend I want to
You are so much stronger than me
But once I had a dream
Though I can't remember when
And in that dream I could not find my scars
But you will survive this
So they say
When you turn to water
And flow down through the life that
She remembers
I never saw her dance
I never heard her sing
But once I met a girl who made me smile
And right now
I know she's not thinking of me
And right now I know
That she will not survive this
Once I placed my head against your chest
And listened to your heart beat
it sounded almost human
Then I closed my eyes and imagined
That your scars has disappeared
Though quick to open when I heard a noise
A laughter at my childish thoughts
So I wiped my tears away in shame
Because I felt something
That you were not capable of
And knowing what happened
What she did to herself
How could I afford to cry
I won't pretend I want to
But I'm not that strong
And I never believed
That I would survive this
I will not survive this