Mika Evans – Numb lyrics

Push me to make sure I'm alive
I've fallen down
And I can't think of one reason to stand

Her laugh, her scream, her whisper
Her smell, her touch, her face
Beaten back and blistered
Since she took them all away
Hurt was just a word now it's in your every breath
You feel like your heart is break through your god damn chest
And you pray for the pain to go away
Then it does but nothing takes its place
And you're numb

Push me to make sure I'm alive
I've fallen down and I can't think of a reason to stand
Don't let me close my eyes
Dead to the world and I'm afraid it's the same inside

You'd trade all that depression (lonely madness)
Just to have a little expression on your face

You try so hard to cry
Cause that's what you're supposed to do
Missing her was bad enough
But now you're missing you
And you prayed for the pain to go away
And now what you wouldn't give for just a taste
Cause you're numb

Push me to make sure I'm alive
I've fallen down and I can't think of a reason to stand
Don't let me close my eyes
Dead to the world and I'm afraid it's the same
Push me to make sure I'm alive
Dead to the world and I'm afraid it's the same

Hungry for the barbwire that was wrapped around your brain
Sure the silence stung like hell, but man you knew that you were sane
You can't feel a thing, you can't feel the pain
Now you don't care, cause you're numb