Fear Of Water – Can't Believe lyrics

I used to pretend that I don't need a guiding hand
but I found that in this I fall down on my face
I cant believe all the lies I tell myself just to fall asleep at night
Its just not right.
I cant believe myself,
I just let you walk away
Now ill never know,
sometimes when I try I can see myself living in the self destructive that I built
I cant believe all the lies I tell myself
Just to fall asleep at night.

Chorus.

I can’t let you go.
Let me live. I can’t live.
I can’t believe the lies I tell myself just stay awake at night.