Et Tu Brute – All Things Equal lyrics

And this is what scares me:
It's more than just comfort to me,
Or how your hand fits in mine so perfectly.
It's the sensation of butterflies.
And my heart beats faster than their wings do.
I am not one person; I am torn.
But I'll give in if you give in.
All I've ever wanted is to be loved.
To have another to have and to hold.
This is not where I wanted to fall.
Will I ever make it right?
Take it. leave it. throw it all away.
Just lead me with your stare.
I'd follow you anywhere.
Lights out.
Hold tight.
To have and to hold.