Eclectic Fever – Pleasant Dreams lyrics

I'm up late at night and thinking about you
Reassuring myself it will be ok
Its too bad my shattered heart doesn't have enough confidence for that to be anywhere near comforting.

I'm still wearing your watch, God i need someone new
But i feel hopelessly lost thinking of anyone but you.

i saw how you looked at her and snuck an embrace
thats how you'd make me feel special, f*ck what a slap in the face.

I hope she makes you happy as i strived to do
3 months on my knees only to hear "to hell with you"

I'm so afraid of love, i hope i don't love you.
Because if i love you then i'm so ashamed of love.