Chiasm – Formula lyrics

kick/snare/kick/release me/no peace/the clones they want to be
you'll never find in me/they yearn to be the same
how could they be so plain
they wanted love too much
come here and beg to touch
I'll hold onto the truth
and grasp onto my youth
repeated jealous phobia
I know it's just a formula
what is normal?
/what everyone else is and you are not/what is normal?
/what everyone else is and you are not/when will there be something rare/you know someone has got to care/all that lingers everywhere is never-ending kick/snare/kick/snare/insert sample here
i'll never be the same
i'm left with what remains/of what they thought was lost/i'll have to bear the cost/for years i tried to do/all that could not be true/i'll have to learn to be/what lurks inside of me/the way you once were with me then/reminded me you were a friend/and now that we've remained apart/i've found another's broken heart/alone i've cried and felt the pain/we'll have through life again, again
but love will heal our souls at last/and let us live without the past/repeated jealous phobia
i know it's just a formula