Blissful Thinking – Our Forever Tree lyrics

Standing in the park across the street,
On the soil holding this tree up.
Im thinking…
Is what im carving into this wood true?
Will we last forever?
Never is forever in my eyes,
But I’m always wrong.
Do I trust myself anymore?
Jealousy is too much for me,
Every time I look at her I feel the pain,
Jealous of everything she says that makes you laugh
The fear is growing,
Growing till I can’t see
Can’t see you smile,
And that’s what kept me alive.
Why her?
She was my best friend,
But you tore us apart,
I can’t look at her without thinking…
What if she didn’t exist?
Would all of this have happened?
What if you had stayed home that night?
Away from her suffocating jokes,
What if what if what if,
Can’t stop asking myself,
Why did it turn out this way?
Sitting on the ground.
Next to our forever tree…
Trees last forever and so can we
If you would just come back to me,
I know we’d last forever,
We were meant for each other,
You know it,
So just forget her,
Come back to me,
You know the carving will stay there.
Forever until the world is over,
And if it can live forever,
So can we.