Blissful Thinking – A Turn For The Worst lyrics

I can sense my invisibility kicking in,
Can’t even see myself anymore,
I’m a black reflection in a mirror of hate.
I’ve felt this way before,
So deeply hurt,
So smuggled in pain,
Can’t you see im dieing here?
My skin still burns where you kissed it,
And I’ll never be the same,
My heart is green with envy,
My eyes are wide with fear,
My skin is bent with scars,
And no one can heal me.
You wanna know something?
You’re not the only one,
Not the only one who’s scared,
Never know what coming anymore,
The world’s too unpredictable.
But now I know,
That love is too strong a word for anything these days
So if you think you love someone you’re wrong,
It’s impossible to love someone who doesn’t love you,
So is this all I mean to you?
Am I just the first kiss girl?
Your first love,
Gonna go tell all your friends,
Was I just the one you used to get ahead?
Ahead in your little game.
Well it meant something to me,
I’ve never felt this way about anyone,
Now when I start to feel it,
You just walk away like nothing happened.
We made it too far to just let go.
Don’t you feel anything?
Or am I just the nothing I always was?