somebody help, the bitch has got a gun to my head
i'm crying out, nobody hears a word that i said
just stay away, i wish you would just leave me alone
now bang i'm dead, i was dead before i picked up the phone
(chorus) i scream my name in the wind; in rage i take back what i've given
gotta try, to pick up all the broken pieces
you nail me up, on the cross like they did to jesus
i cry aloud, but all that you can hear is silence
the way it ends, disintegrates into violence
(chorus)
i wasn't talking but i sure as hell was thinking about it
now i'm screaming it out loud i wish that i could hear it
all the advice i give myself is lies but i believe it
indecision, fluctuation burns my eyes and ears
(bridge) apologize, for all the lies
the overwhelming feelings come up from deep inside me
the problem is the engine's running but there's no one driving
i try to keep myself from thinking but i hate the silence
feel like i'm driving down the rumblestrip inside my mind
(bridge) i'm my own god
rumble (x4) i've got too much time