couldnt get to sleep last night,
i couldnt even turn out the fuckin light
i could see your pretty picture on my wall
it reminded me of the night we had at that ball
(Chorus)
My stupidity kills me, it never appeals to me
that youre gone
here i am, lyein, diein cryin on my floor alone
i miss you so fuckin bad, i guess i never knew what i had
and im just sitting here, waiting on you to call
but i guess youre not, and i ask myself why did i even take the fall....
but here i am, staring at the same starry skies,
it reminds me of that night, and the look in your eyes.
Sometimes i ask myself when im alone and cold,
will i ever have you again to cherrish, and to hold
you were my only one, and you always will be,
i dont care about all my other friends tell in me
'Shes gone, move on' but i cant do it our love was true
but one things for shure im still cryin for you
(Chourus)
My stupidiy kills me, it never appeals to me
that youre gone
here i am, lyein, diein cryin on my floor alone
i miss you so fuckin bad, i guess i never knew what i had
and im just sitting here, waiting on you to call
but i guess youre not, and i ask myself why did i even take the fall....
but here i am, staring at the same starry skies,
it reminds me of that night, and the look in your eyes.
(Guitar solo)
So here i go, im reachin out to you
i cant seem to find our love that was almost true!
why the fuck do i still try and make everything right
but when i get home i cry myself to sleep at night
but i know that shes still out there
but the skin on my wrist is beginning to tear
my blood seems to be my only tears
all of 4 those months, they seemed like 4 years!!!!
(Guitar fades, and slow violin music plays)
listen, if youre out there, you have to come and try
because if i live another day without you i think im gonna die
but still i cant belive were through
my stupidity kills me....and it hurts you..........
fuck it.....